Teacher' Day Celebrations......

Happy Teacher's Day to Miss Zahirah & Mr PAy.. and not to forget someone whom have been there since 2002...

MR HAZMI... he's like a father to me... he has this personality that, he treat us the 4T10 like his friends... we can feel the comfort his giving.. After the past 2 years i managed to pass my Mathermatic paper... thanks to him that i followed his method of achiveing to SUCCESS... although his may not be our our home teacher for this year... but he will always be a part of 4T10... as for my home & co-home teacher this year... i may not know you much so well.. but thanks for believing in US!!... like what Blind Faith and me always tell each other........ "We may not be that super clever.., but we are meant to be SPECIAL"... if you don't understands........ you will know why..... hahax.......... after thats, my CLass have PArty after the celebration..... i was there....... buts.. not enjoying to the pary........ i hide under the teacher's desk.. SLEEPING!!!! hahax.... the funniest thing is that every single one sitting at teacher's chair.. didn't realise i was undernive.... after that, the time when minjuan sit on the teacher chair... i just grap her left arm and grip evilly... hahax... she was shouthing like a mad girl...... after that, i went out of the classroom to the toilet, to wash my face... then i entered back to my classroom... i sit near to the teacher's table... on the chair la.. min juan sit beside me and gossip..hahaha.. then miss zahirah instruct me do give out the REPORT BOOK..... i was not so scared about the results......... cause i know, i didn't failed my prelims for all the subjects........... i get 7/37 for the class level.. and 12/73............ overall subject, i got 62.8%........................ heheh.... okay, for my N-Level.. i did my very BEST to achive and strike to VICTORY.................. wonder how much she got for her result?? haiz..........

Warmness on the Soul..

peeps.. she's rite, i have to leave all this things behind.. no matter what, i still love you... i gonna do my refresh... with my rights and choices.. Before that.. i thanks to All The ONES!! whom have been supporting me all this time.. to tell u all frankly, i'm a SAW LOSER!!.. to the CORE!!... I really didn't expected these to happen.. but it already stated clearly.. and i PROMISE you it will not be repeated.. I fight for honor and fight for her life.. Pray to god that she will be on my side... Though i LOSE, until I make it comfort to you. I see myself in tears as we grew 4 years up so fast where did those years go??... Memories will let you cry unless I don't return and live by myself... Although my pair of black eyes watching every move u make.. And that feeling of Trouble, when it's erased.. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.. You're the one, and in you I confide.. But your unconditional love was always on my mind.. You've been there from the start for me.. i notice.............. And your loves always been true as can be. I give my heart to you, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. these will be the end of me..... cause there nothing i can confess to make her love me....... So far away, i'll let it go i can't help this feeling anymore i won't go anywhere maybe you'll see me.... thanks for the care & concern you give me for time being.. this coming 10 of SEPTEMBER will be our 1ST monh relationship.... i promise i won't bug into her life.... Take good care of yourself.. Score well for your upcoming GCN-N level... make them proud....... well, these the last time we are together huh??.............. love you always............. bye........................

What They Do to Guys Like Us In Prison...

Internal Rest....

hmm, todae nothing much happen to me.. i saw her smile during Science period...... heheh, then todae.. i went to the reheasal for teacher's day concert.. kind da harsh to say these.. the 3T8 dance group kena SACK from the performance.. thought that i will have a chance to get UDS to perform.. but then i thought back it woulden't be fair to Biman 's band... So let it be......

my Poem(malay) i wrote it by my own...

This poem i wrote was meant for The Malay Poem Compertition 2006.. guess i lost anyway.. Blind Faith and i.. join this compertition for fun.. just wanna test out I.Q. .. But in the end, both failed.. hahah... this is my poem i wrote... i try to convert it into the English format.. as soon as possible.. Anyway the poem goes like these.. WAIT!!!.......... before that get a dictionary beside you.. cause some of the word you may not understand.. only for malay reader.. if you are non-malay... just anggok-anggok geleng-geleng...

It start with a beam of light........



Apakah erti sebuah cinta...


Bermulanya dengan sebuah kimia,
mengandungi kasih dan sayang..
yang mengalir sebagai pengganti,
darah yang sentiasa letus tanpa berhenti..




Kenapa Cinta itu Buta..
Kenapa Cinta itu Mulia..
Adakah Cinta itu mumpunyai,
penawar zahir dan batin...




Pelikan hidup dalam percintaan ini..



Dengan detik-detik manis percintaan,
kadang kala, percintaan pahit juga boleh dikatakan..
Bagi ku, tali percintaan ku bersama si dia amat ruwet..
Dalam ruwet percintaan ini, tiada masalah bagiku..
Hanya, kimia di dalam tubuh si dia
Tidak pernah sesekali perna mati........

Should i tell her??.........

sad me.. i wanted to tell you peeps yesterday.. but it really hurt me so much today.....................................

Can,t help to figure out why??.. it all happen yesterday, during the 3rd recess... ARHH!!.. My behaviour all start to change.. When I saw that guy gave something to her whom someone i LOVE very much............. that point of time, i was sitting infront of her on the opposite table.. eating sandwich.. the moment i saw that guy give something to her.. i was really curious.. but i try not to have a full look at it.. just a every seconds peek.. from what i saw.. The things was wrap with paper.. im my mind telling me that.. whats with the wrap?? Can't he just give like that.. so nessasary is it? to wrap that thing..... A few minutes later.. the thing was unwrap... it was a PINK Watch....... how hurt it is.. i shouldn't the let my blood out... i really didn't know what his point of giving the WATCH to her.... haix..... i quickly shift to the last table.. and judge Leha & Radzi reheasing for the Teacher's Day Concert.... as well join Hakiminho and Asyraf talk bout the the performance... Time up, the bell rang... i with my band members.. went to class together.... with my thinking hitting me about the "THING" .............
at the class........... when,
I began to SHUT MY LIFE UP for the whole period last 5 PERIODs..... i really wanted burst it out... but, thanks to someone close of mine called Blind Faith.. told me to cool down... from the back of the class i sat... and i look at her... i felt like i wanted to hit my head at the back of the Class......... really seh..... i was so Damn angry.......... and Jealous... heheh, shy la... I LOVE HER so much.................

then, airakinana called me & told me in a whisper ... the watch is actually a replacement... because he broke the watch that she using... when it happen during the CIP hours..... i feel kinda relief................ but still it hurt me................ i couldn't forget about yesterday incident that i saw with my bare EYE.........

can you peeps believe? that the SEC4 ExPRESS BAnd GOt entered the Teacher day Concert?? by enrolled into the last minute sign up.. to tell you what i feel.. this ain't right.... want to know why?? FIND OUT YOURSELF!! they used our instruments.. that's all thingy i really don't care... the thing is.. they perform without meeting the term&conditions.. My band took the trouble to called everyone down so that, we perform as a band... And now what? LOOK at the thing that happen.. UNDIVIDED STORY perform the song tittle "SCHOOL OF ROCK" that meet the all requirement.. and yet they are in... These is not the END of me & my Band.. i try and get a SLOT for US to perform...