29 August 2006

Should i tell her??.........

sad me.. i wanted to tell you peeps yesterday.. but it really hurt me so much today.....................................

Can,t help to figure out why??.. it all happen yesterday, during the 3rd recess... ARHH!!.. My behaviour all start to change.. When I saw that guy gave something to her whom someone i LOVE very much............. that point of time, i was sitting infront of her on the opposite table.. eating sandwich.. the moment i saw that guy give something to her.. i was really curious.. but i try not to have a full look at it.. just a every seconds peek.. from what i saw.. The things was wrap with paper.. im my mind telling me that.. whats with the wrap?? Can't he just give like that.. so nessasary is it? to wrap that thing..... A few minutes later.. the thing was unwrap... it was a PINK Watch....... how hurt it is.. i shouldn't the let my blood out... i really didn't know what his point of giving the WATCH to her.... haix..... i quickly shift to the last table.. and judge Leha & Radzi reheasing for the Teacher's Day Concert.... as well join Hakiminho and Asyraf talk bout the the performance... Time up, the bell rang... i with my band members.. went to class together.... with my thinking hitting me about the "THING" .............
at the class........... when,
I began to SHUT MY LIFE UP for the whole period last 5 PERIODs..... i really wanted burst it out... but, thanks to someone close of mine called Blind Faith.. told me to cool down... from the back of the class i sat... and i look at her... i felt like i wanted to hit my head at the back of the Class......... really seh..... i was so Damn angry.......... and Jealous... heheh, shy la... I LOVE HER so much.................

then, airakinana called me & told me in a whisper ... the watch is actually a replacement... because he broke the watch that she using... when it happen during the CIP hours..... i feel kinda relief................ but still it hurt me................ i couldn't forget about yesterday incident that i saw with my bare EYE.........

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