yeah2.. Besok Raye..

hey peeps... first thing first.. i wanna wish you all...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA Puasa.....

anyway Fasting month going to finish... RAya is just a few hours down from now... haix... everyone is busy with trying out thier new outfits, getting ready for the preparation.. BUnga api blast sana sini.. Ketupat, Lontong weaving... haix...... i didn't feel the semangatan to celebrate... .... my life still, the same.. but... the thought of remembering the love ones, whom have gone leaving me behind.... sometimes i wish they were here to Celebrate with me..... Together as a family.... once again.... well these year.. my grandmother from my father side had leave her loved ones behind.. when during Hari Raya Haji..., that was the last time she give me a kiss.. at my fore head... now, that she gone... i can never forget, she called my name for the last time.... haix... I feel too sad... cause i have to celebrate without a man in my family..., my father... sometimes.. i really need a man to talk to, especially my father.. i feel the jealousy, of seeing other family celebrating as a unite family... but that didn't stop me... i have face the faith... and to accept... the decision that GOD have made it... cause GOD love him more then we do.... haix..
well... can't wait to jalan raya... with UDS........ don't know still can get $$.... or $$$... hahax....... well big brother & sistaz.... terpekik terlolong..... haha.... hmmm, colour sheme on my baju kurong have not decide yet.... really don't want to wear the same colour as my peeps.........

ps: to all my friends whom have know the for all the past time....
hey, ako nk suson sepuloh jari untok memintak maaf, atas segala ape dose, luke, & lil'understanding yang perna ako uat tanpe disedari.. ako btol mintak maaf... yerla, kite people.. mane bleh runing away from mistakes bto tak... hehehe.... klah, anyway peeps... ako wish my brothers & sisters a....

Happy Raye Day to you...