Scar, that can't be HEAL!!.......

Hei.. many of you think that i will wait for Lela.... yar, i was waiting for her.. when she post at her blog saying that another 2 guys were to waiting for her too... i was shocked & disappointed... not only me.. but there is another 2guys.. don't knoe their background also waiting for her love.....to tell you frankly, i really can't see her in trouble.... and thats why i want her to forget me.... i'm willing to accept her as a friend of mine as she request... and i'm giving the other another chance.. I simply just couldn't forget her.. no matter how pain it is.. i must do it... Every single day i read her blog... i felt sad that i really can't make her my true one... when the day we break, i understand why to it is... i just doesn't want to see her in problem.... and i accept her decision...... no matter what, my life has to move on.. can we be friends??..................... just now, MJ pull me a side... talking to me about Lela.... then i asked her bout the 2 other guys..... then she telled me.......... i was shocked........ haix.............

syuhaidah... i sorry, i know you put high hope on me... althought we have gone through sweet & sour memories... for the past 15month...... i realise, that i'm being selfish.......... thinking bout myself... and you goes there thinking whats best for me.... now, when i posing this letter... & i realise how..... how meaningful our LOVE to me.. im really sori.. for what i done... although my friends didnt like the side of you.. but these don't bother me... i still remember the days we used to getting know each others........... hahax................. can we be friends??.......... haix.............. really miss those days........

im sorri that my post kinda short or what..... i telling you what i feel....... because of these i these i realise... how meaningful the LOVe is.... I promise that this HISTORY won't be repeated........ i will be always be there for you........ Emylia, read these..... i promise i learn from my mistake.. i won't let HISTory repeated again..............